-= sentosa =-

I think it was around 7 years since I last went to Sentosa. Well, it changed a lot since then. Beach was nice, the Nature Walk was nice and the Musical Fountain was probably my favourite of all. Wasted ar we sat at the side. Couldn't really see the laser show properly. But it was a rather nice day. Expect sunburns tomorrow. Hahah.

Well, it's the last day of 2005. Can't believe it's here already. I guess I can be happy about most things that happened but there are a few things that I really wished had went differently. Well, I guess I'm sticking to the same resolution every year. To do better than the previous year. Kinda vague but I prefer to have something wider to aim at than aim at something more direct. The disappointment won't be that bad if you aim low. Heh.

Sky's been nice these few days. Could actually se a few star patterns. Somehow I think they're telling me something. But who knows eh?

Oh well... I've never been up this late for a long time. so yeah... Ho hum.

This was written at 1:18 am on Saturday, December 31

-= ebonezer =-

It's only 12.40pm and I'm already so freaking sleepy.

Dream Theater! Okay. I can't help it ar. Thanks to Yas I have a ticket. I think. I hope so. Hahah. Cost me my savings for the past two months. Hahah. But it's worth it. I know. Hahah.

I think it's gonna rain today.

Been thinking lots about the future. Seems bleak though. Maybe it's due to the countless days I spend at home and do nothing.

Last night, my dad used this thing, which he said was made out of the bull's horns, and rubbed it against my back. The part around my shoulders turned dark red. And it is still that way now. It's supposed to get rid of the 'angin'(wind) in my body but I don't think it's working. Hahah.

I wonder if I should continue blogging anymore. Seems like it's doing more harm than good. But oh well, I guess I'll have to deal with it.

To the bed!

This was written at 12:38 pm on Thursday, December 29

-= neverender =-

And with that, he left. Leaving everything behind. Memories. Memories that were once to be cherished. Memories that are now to be put aside. And onwards this journey, he leaves this forsaken land that he called home. Hoping to find solace on this voyage across the Sea of Sorrow and over the Lakes of Tears.

This was written at 10:52 am on Wednesday, December 28

-= the seventh one =-

And so he said, 'Away from this land I shall go. Far, far away. I shall leave this barren land in search something new. For now only do I know that this love I once shared was nothing more than just a sham and a lie. Now, may this gem be the memory of the love we once had. The joy and sorrow we shared. And with that, may this be the last farewell to you my dear, for I am only to cherish this pain.'

This was written at 9:49 am on Monday, December 26

-= falalalala~~~ =-

Oh well.. Merry Christmas to whoever's celebrating Christmas today.

Christmas specials on TV ain't too happening. Except for that Blessed Christmas show that had PCK and Rosie. That was rather entertaining.

Family's away at Melacca. Bro's out at Orchard. I don't believe it but.. There's nothing to eat! Man.. Sardines make me wanna puke. Hah!

MTV Video awards... Miss Teen USA. Blergh. I'd rather sleep. Hai..

Oh well. Merry X'mas again.

This was written at 4:47 pm on Sunday, December 25

-= gloria perpetua =-

Ah yes.. After 4 succesive defeats with other teams, I was on a winning team today. We trailed 3-4 at the break but came back to win 8-5. Still can't believe how Fiz and Lix missed two chances in front of goal. Hahah.

Christmas eve today. Somehow I don't feel merry. ~_^

City Music Sale ends this Friday. Better go check out how much the pa50 is going for now.

Oh well.. It's gonna rain again. Back to more stoning. Glarb.

This was written at 3:15 pm on Saturday, December 24

-= 77 =-

Match today. Played for Yasin's team at some field beside some church. Nice field I must say. Lost 1-0 I think.

Been raining for almost the whole day again. Some how I feel a little weird today. Must be the dream I had. Was kinda... Erm.. Heart breaking. Hahah.

Oh well.. Match tomorrow again. I need rest. Puit.

This was written at 9:33 pm on Friday, December 23

-= calbee =-

Hmmm... I can't remember the last time it rained like this. It's very refreshing. That's all I can say.

Today was one of the weirdest days I had at home. My mom was in my room from about 12pm til like 6pm. She had to use the modem for her laptop to do some school stuff. For the 6 hours she was in there, I felt kinda lost. Didn't know what to do. I just sat in front of the screen and stared. Got up, walked out of the room then back. And did it over and over again.

Watched Sesame Street and kinda learned something actually. This dinosaur in Journey to Ernie said, 'The best way to find something is to ask questions.' I've been relying on myself alot and I think I'm not getting anywhere. Maybe it's time I took advice from a dinosaur.

Swee Lee sale next weekend. =)))) 50% off! Woo! But then again... I don't think I need anything from there. Hahah.

Oh well.. Back to the prawn crackers.

This was written at 8:15 pm on Thursday, December 22

-= whack ar whack =-

Today the most miraculous thing happened.

I whacked my camera with a pair of pliers and it went from totally useless to fully functional. Hahah!

Guess that only means one thing... To terrorize the world with candid pictures! Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!

Okay thank you. Goodbye.

Yo maaaader so fat. That wen see jum fo joi.. She got stark!

This was written at 12:32 pm on Wednesday, December 21

-= burning bright =-

The 20 days of December that just passed have been a rather interesting period of discovery for me. I think I've learnt lots of things in these 20 days than what I've been trying to understand for the whole year.

I think I've learned alot about myself, people, the world around me and most importantly, life.

I've been associating my dreams with what's happening around me and I think I see the connection. I think my dreams are actually trying to tell me something subconsciously. I just can't seem to figure out or accept what it's trying to say though.

I also realised how low one can lower oneself or in other cases lower another person to such a level. It just occured to me that nothing is what they seem they are and deceit is the biggest game we play in life.

Well, I guess I'll just have to try and adapt go with the flow. I've been lagging behind too much already. Hope I don't slip backwards anymore.

This was written at 8:50 am on Tuesday, December 20

-= elements part 2 =-

And now.. The second edition of random things you need or don't need to know about me.

11. I used to keep my toe nails in this box as memoirs.
12. I support Newcastle United Football Club.
13. I like to jump around like an idiot sometimes.
14. I think porn is boring.
15. I don't like peas.
16. I think Johny Depp is hot.
17. I don't wear watches.
18. I sleep with a blanket yet I switch the fan on at the highest speed.
19. I like to walk.
20. I have horrible handwriting.

Well, that's 11-20 for you. Stay tuned for more!

This was written at 12:28 pm on Sunday, December 18

-= enormous omelette sandwich =-

Coffee makes me high and sleepy. Especially when 4 packets of sugar is used.

I'm freaking worn out today. So the next 90 random stuff shall continue soon. Hopefully.

So yeah. Zinger here I come!

This was written at 8:00 pm on Saturday, December 17

-= part 1 =-

Well... Since I ain't got anything to blog about.. Let me do that 100 random things about me so you all will get to know me better. I hope. I shall not type out all 100 in one shot cos that will waste me 9 days of possible time killing. So... Here we go!!

1. I don't like to call people.
2. I don't answering phones.
3. My phone is always in silent mode so that I won't know if anybody calls.
4. My right ey is slightly bigger than my left.
5. I love Sesame Street.
6. I believe aliens have altered the way we perceive life.
7. I always ponder about random stuff like what the phrase 'grow shorter' actually means.
8. I think I'm paranoid.
9. I've never rollerbladed before.
10.I like to keep glancing at the time.

Well... That's part 1 of the 100 random things about me. Stay tuned for the next set soon! =)

This was written at 2:33 pm on Friday, December 16

-= who want's to be a millionaire =-

Okay. Upon 'special request', I shall do the 5 random things thing. Be prepared.

1. I am not gay.
2. I think Cyndi Lauper is hot even though she's 52.
3. I like to sit/lie down and stare at nothing for long periods.
4. I cannot do more than 5 push-ups in a row.
5. I like to scratch my chin.

Now that sure did use up some time.

Maybe people should ask me to do such things more. At least I'll have something to do other than stare into oblivion.

Played soccer today. Interesting point to note though. In the middle of the field, there was this huge puddle. Around 40cm in diameter. And it was filled with small little tadpoles. Was like thousands of fullstops compressed into and area. Imagine falling face first into it. Hahah.

Hai.. Ate lots today. Nevermind. Match tomorrow. At least I'll be using the intake of fuel up.

My legs are killing me.

Blergh.

This was written at 10:49 pm on Wednesday, December 14

-= triple 999 =-

Today's episode of Triple 999 was great. Hahah. Alan dressed up as an apek and Kim and Sarah were at each other's throat.

Had a match with my brother's team in the morning. Lack of match practice was very much obvious. Was totally outplayed by the opponents. I think we lost 0-5 or something like that. Had a freekick bounce of the crossbar though. Hai. And on top of that, I hurt the lower area of my shin. Luckily it's not swollen.

I wonder what is this sudden emotion that came over me over the past few days. Maybe a trip in the MRT would do me some good.

Til then.

This was written at 5:06 pm on Tuesday, December 13

-= today =-

Today, I got home and my mind was blank. I couldn't think of anything really. All that I know is that there's a screen in front of my face and a keyboard and a mouse under my palms. And so I stare blankly at what appears before me.

I see lot's of white now.

I think there'll be some black soon.

This was written at 9:51 pm on Monday, December 12

-= ultima =-

I think I just made the worst tasting cup of Milo ever in my life. Blergh.

I think I'll add more stuff cos I'm bored.

My stress level hasn't been this high since erm... I don't know when. I'm bored out of my mind and I keep having weird dreams about going back to primary school. Wearing tight shorts and all that. Eeee.

Everytime I try to do something, I feel sleepy. I don't know why. I sleep alot. Yet, I feel sleepy. And it's happening again.

Weee!

This was written at 10:38 am on

-= repossessed =-

Finally! The Repossessed movie I've been downloading for almost a month is complete! Weeheehee!

Watched Lords of Dogtown in the afternoon just now. A rather nice story of how friends went their separate ways because of rivalry and came back together cos one of them had brain cancer.

I'm sleepy like what also I don't know. Somehow my legs have been cold like ice since yesterday. And my throat feels weird. Like there's something to throw up.

Okay. Back to more Marcela.

This was written at 5:18 pm on Sunday, December 11

-= i feel like ice cream =-

Well, the barbecue didn't turn out too bad I think. Got to know more about people. And the sea is a nice thing. So is the sky. And stuff like that.

I've never been so drained as this before. Lots of travelling and money spent has really taken it's toll.

My camera is still spoilt. Now I have to worry about getting a new one. Argh!!

I can't believe it's only Saturday. Felt like more than a week had already passed.

Guess I'' take my leave here then. Goodnight.

This was written at 10:35 pm on Saturday, December 10

-= out you go =-

Man Utd is out of Europe! Weee!

Played some street soccer last night. Finally some exercise after a whole week of slack. My shooting is getting worse and worse by the weeks. Damn it.

Ahhh! I'm out of chocolates. Better go get some if not somebody will be mad at me today.

Somehow I'm beginning to enjoy having short hair than long hair. But I still miss having long hair though. Hai...

My eating habits are out of order. It's like having a meal every 12 hours or like that. No matter what time. Like yesterday. At prata in the morning. Then didn't eat anything til like 2am when I started frying kway teow and chicken while everyone else was sleeping. Well at least I think I'm eating less. ~_^

Well then. I think I'll go bathe.

This was written at 10:50 am on Thursday, December 8

-= of awkwardness and silence =-

Why?

I keep asking myself.

Why?

This was written at 12:11 am on Tuesday, December 6

-= she's so unusual =-

My shoulder is turning red as a result of continuous carrying of the keyboard over long journeys. Didn't know crazy Jowy lived in Yishun. Hahah.

I think Toto is the best rock band ever.

I'm having sleep deficiency. If there's such a thing.

Well. Goodnight.

Yeah yeah.

This was written at 9:48 pm on Sunday, December 4

-= 0-0-0 =-

Shit lah. Had supper yesterday. Someone must be very proud of me.

2 days of total non-stop action is slowly taking it's toll on me. Thank god for deep heat creams.

Hahah.

Diarrhea.

Hahah.

This was written at 10:42 am on Saturday, December 3

-= today i drink many water =-

Had an impromptu match in the afternoon just now. Was training with Mie, Lai and Ban when this team approached us and asked us to join them. Played against my old neighbour's team. Won 7-6. Got myself a hat-trick. Mie got one off the post and Lai lobed the keeper from quite a distance. Got cramps towards the end of the match. Must have been because of the month-long soccer hiatus. One thing I learned today, wear ankle socks and get scratches on your legs. They sting man.. Blergh.

Parents are off to Langkawi for two weeks. I wonder how I would survive.

It's been a rather tiring day today. My legs are killing me. I won't be surprised if I pass out before 10pm.

Revelations. I like that word.

This was written at 9:00 pm on Thursday, December 1